Namaste everyone welcome back to my blog,SHIVICTIONARY.And yes this a purpose-less post I don’t know if I’m making sense or what but I have just entered 11th standard so pls give me a break๐๐คฃ
But I don’t want this post to have absolutely no purpose so let me update you about my life and what have I been going through (nothing serious ๐๐)
COMING BACK FROM DEHRADUN: It was painfull to come from a place in which your heart has been settled,you know?.Worst part was that I had to be away from my grandparents so when I came back it was a Friday so for the weekends I was NUMB๐ literally even the funniest thing couldn’t make me smile but as they say that TIME HEALS EVERYTHING,and it did I feel much much better now and I talk to my grandparents frequently on call so I feel good they’re happy and safe๐โค๏ธ and guess what?!?!? I was just healing from the pain of coming back from dehradun during Saturday and sunday and BOOM school starts from monday
Going in 11th : 11th can be depressing I mean new classmates,new teachers,new books and difficult subjects ofc๐๐ so my first day of 11th was HORRIBLE because of three reasons
โข my bestfriend is not in my class
โข my class teacher is horrible
โข And the subject I’m learning is boring
Everyday when I wake up to go to school and I just wait for the day to end so that I can come home ,talk to my grandparents ,talk to bestie and just avoid all the people I “have to” talk to in school๐ but it’s kinda better now,my classmates haven’t changed it’s just that I’ve learned to live with the pain (me to myself:calm down girl it’s not the last day of your life ๐๐คฃ)
Books are onnnn: the only thing that hasn’t changed after 11th is my love for books right now I’m reading the wimpy kid series cuz it’s funny and it takes my mind of things๐
And btw….๐๐๐๐คฃ I made a phone cover myself which looks totaly asthetic,even I can’t believe I made it
But hey that’s all the update that I have to give you so and also by being sad I learned or rather I should say realised that if you’ll tell your mind that you’re sad then your mind will control everything,Your mind will not even make your eyes realise that what kind of an opportunity you have in front of your eyes so try to be positive if not all the time atleast most of the time its good for your mental health cuz if you mind is not healthy then nothing will really matter,if that’s clear and if you agree with me do tell me and really thanks for reading, I’ll be regular on my blog now so no worries๐
Thank you๐๐ค
SHIVICTIONARY 
Hi Shivi, I remember, in the 11th, sitting in a different class was not okay when my friends were in another class. But I’m glad I did it because the subjects were of my choice. I liked reading, exploring and thinking about them.
There’s hard competition in the school to get Biology and Maths. I was able to get Biology but I choose to go with Social Sciences. My score in the languages and the Social Sciences was better compare to Science subjects.
Friends and teachers are not permanent. Most of them changes with time. But your subject/s truly shapes โwho you are?โ Spend some time for the love of reading.
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Hey there
Exactly you feel a bit alienated when you see that there is absolutely no one who can match your vibe
And you’re right choosing YOUR fav subject is important….your friends will stay there if they’re real
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Main unn logon me se hun…Jo ek ek puraane classmates ko fb par dhundhta hai, unke phone number mangta hai, firr 2-3 ghante tak lambi baat krta hai…
par ye bada ajeeb lagta hai jab 10th me jo aapka close friend tha, jiske saath aap same bench par baithte the…
woh aapke โhiโ tak ka reply n karein. Upar se puraani memories ko yaad dilane par kahe ki aisa kuchh hua hi nhi.
Agar dost saath hai tab bhi, age ke saath priorities badal jaati hai, log busy ho jaate hai…aur ye sab baatein aapko pta nhi hoti saamne waale se pta chalta hai.
Please…apni life ka ek โrealisticโ aim decide kr lo. Chaahe isse decide krne, samajhne, aur aage ka raasta dhundhne me 1 mahine se jyada time lag jaaye.
Okay, ye majburi nhi hai. Jo log aware rhte hai, sikhna chahte hai, aur challenges accept krte hai, woh topper se bhi better hote hai.
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